1.Neenah Menasha
to begin but not complete
to sleep but not to wake
to always be lost and
never find the way
no thoughts or memory
no hope or tragedy
a mirror waits for a
reflection of a face
to hit the ground and know
the s0und
trial by mistake
deaths a crown we wear
around
like a smile on a face
they will never hate or
lie
they will never break or
try
they will never break or
cry
they will never wave
goodbye
a silence that would not
break
the loss of a face
the face of a woman that
arrived much to late
i break down and she sees
the clowns
i used to hide away
death to clowns all their
crowns
and the smiles on their
face
they wlll never break or
try
they will never hate or
lie
they will never say or
smile
they will never break or
cry
neenah menasha will wait
neenah menasha. neenah
menasha
will wait
i break down and she sees
the clowns
i used to hide away
death to clowns and all
their crowns
and the smiles on their
face
they will never hate or
lie
they will never break or
try
they will never break or
cry
they will never wave
goodbye
2.Rainin'
now and forever
the moment is gone and
time runs out
then it hits you with the
pain
things are great on the
way up
but nobody is with you
when you re on the way
down
you got what you wished
for
is that what you really
wanted
it's how i think of you
raining in my house
indecision
problems that took years
to build and build
and admission is to far
away
life in a blackout
is like life in a storm
when you finally come out
you see that you're all
alone
you got what you wished
for
is that what you really
wanted
the day you break is the
day you're born
then you deal with the
blame
is that what you wished
for
is that what you really
wanted
3.Fields
oh god, here it comes
again
here's that memory that'll
just break my back
and when i figured it out
i thought i'd get by
here it comes, it'll
blacken the sun
it'll bury me alive,
save me from myself
turn around, throw it all
away
turn around until it all
breaks down
to the fields of falling
angels
best friends what we used
to say
all this time it feels
like yesterday
remembering when we said
goodbye
still i doubt i'll ever
figure out why
save me from myself
turn around. throw it all
away
turn around `til it all
breaks down
to the fields of falling
angels
if i die before i wake
it'll never end the sorrow
save me from myself
4.Rotting Piñata
get on the rodeo that is
your life
beat on me
spill my insides out on
the ground
cut on me
i will go when i say die
i will rot away
like a rotting piñata
see my soul
it cuts a hole in the sky
standing near
watch the birds eat out my
eyes
it will rot away
like a rotting piñata
here lies this junk of me
here lies this wreck that
was me
oh god help me rot
i don't look quite the
same
grab my beating heart
tear it from this broken
cage today
i'm rotting
i'm coloring
i'm red and black
i'm twice my size
don't cry for me
just pull the plug
and let me fly
i will rot away
like a rotting piñata
5.Drownin'
will i hate tomorrow
will i hate what i can't
see
i'm doubting should i walk
around it
try to be what i can't be
i'm dying
i'm not happy anymore
i'm just not happy anymore
i'm drownin'
suppose you painted the
castle of auvers
but everything you did
came alive
and if you painted all
these things just to
please me
and if you could read my
mind
i would never be happy
what will change tomorrow
in this sea within a sea
i'm blinded
how long will i be down
here
i'm out of air
i can not breath
i'm drownin'
6.Miles
two brothers
the walking dead
pray for silence the
said
one shot to the sky
the other held down
by disguise
sex for an angry man
to whores they can count
on him
0ne made of paper
the other glass
one will tear
the other crashed
oh god, was i that man up
on a cross
made of steel
stuck on my wall cold and
thin
who watched me die
and did not care
miles to go before i sleep
the inside marched on
parade to the outside
where no one came
what was there, it
scorched the vround
the other made no sound
7.Molly
i see you naked in the
bath
cigarette stains on your
hands
wilted flowers in a vase
and i ask how are you
i see your lipstick on
your glass
and i think you're drunk
and start to laugh
and i find your note the
letters ran
and it said i loved you
don t ask why
sixteen candles down the
drain
i watch you passed out for
a while
i touch your face you
start to smile
and on your note is my
reply
i wished i loved you
don t ask why
sixteen candles down the
drain
8.Giants
do you think she'll notice
that i'm a wreck again
do you think she noticed
that i've lost a new pair
of boots
do you think she'll notice
how i felt in bed again
i guess it's nothing new
`cause nobody's listening
it's like giants falling
down
do you think i noticed
that she came in late
again
do you think i noticed
she's wearing a new
perfume
do you think i noticed
how she wore her hair
today
she said it's nothing new
`cause nobody's listening
it's like giants falling
down
9.Pennywheels
you know
what it feels like
to be naked
to be ground by
giant pennywheels
i dream
no one, yeah there's
no one that can't hear
all the sounds like
giant pennywheels
i dream
shiny copper crushing me
i watch the wheels
roll in your eyes
pick one up i think it's
juck
i'm ready and l'm willing
i'll subscribe
i'm naked and i'm wasted
i'm naked and i'm wasted
you know
what it feels like
to be naked
to be ground
10.Plowed
will i wake up
is it a dream i made up
no i guess it's reality
what will change us
or will we mess up
our only chance to connect
with a dream
say a prayer for me
i'm buried by the sound
in a world of human
wreckage
i'm lost and i'm found
and i can't touch the
ground
i'm plowed into the sound
to see wide open
with a head that's broken
hang a life on a tragedy
plow me under the ground
that covers the message
that is the seed
11.Candy Corn
bless you
bless our victorious war
i pray for you
blood and candy mixing on
the floor
i close your eyes
strings of candy corns
a string of pearls
a candy for each day
each one breathes memories
in a hollow man who says,
'i hear a voice'
strings of candy corns
all silhouettes
walk in front of me
they fear your face
when around their necks
i place these candy beads
strings of candy corn
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